Back!

Just got back to Singapore after a good 4 days rest in Bangkok. Although I have been to Bangkok many times over the years, this time is quite enjoyable as I just get to NUA. Hahaha. Had massage and spa almost everyday. I even tried Thai food from the streets this time round. Its really yummy. Previously I didn't dare to try as I was afraid of the hygiene standard but surprisingly it turns out to be okay.

I am back feeling much more light hearted and looking forward to life, esp April to May!! I will be going to Europe. Zurich, Milan, Florence, Venice, Rome! Should be spending about 2 weeks there. For now, I need to get back momentum for my life and get things in order. Ciao

Night cycling and moving forward

Had a very late night cycling with my jc buddies yesterday. We explore the from west coast park till pandan reservoir and we had supper at Mac subsequently. Boy it was really good to meet up and it feel like old times.

During the cycling, my phone was left in Singwei bag. Thoughts of whether If i would miss any emergency calls keep coming to my mind. Thoughts of what if she suddenly feel unwell, experience chest pain..etc just keep flooding my mind. Hey I have to stop this. Things are no longer as before. I need to move on. I need to lead my own life now and so does she. All that I can do now is keep her in Prayers and wish all will be well as a friend. Time to reorganise my priorities and start living and breathing. Tk care!

In HIM I lean and I will get better.

Hide me now
Under Your wings
Cover me
Within Your mighty hand...
When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with You above the storm
Father you are King over the flood
I will be still and know You are God
Find rest my soul
In Christ alone Know His power In quietness and trust
When the oceans rise and thunders roar I will soar with You above the storm
Father You are king over the flood I will be still and know You are God

Back again

Oh dear this blog seems to become my channel to vent my frustrations and unhappiness. Haha. Its been almost 3 years since i updated. Right now, i am just feeling so disappointed and broken. Got to live up to my blog address...really must move on liao. Time to find myself back!

Bluey Mon

Its a rainy bluey Mon la. Haha...decided that I shall take the next 10 mins I have to blog. Gotta go work and get busy soon. Rainy weather + melanchonic music on a mon is the perfect combination for getting the blues eh?

Life is moving on a rather fast pace recently, so fast that I didn't have the time to sit down to ask my inner soul if I'm happy with the way things are? Not that things are bad at the moment, its just this moment that the thought about the past, and the what could have been question starts popping up in my mind. So so so random right? Its such a redundant question...what could have been? Answer is nothing. Nothing that I can do about the past, however much I wish I could. So sinlong, just stop being an idiot?

Life doesn't only revolve around the important person in your life but yet it isn't complete without their existence. Haha...how ironical. I'm like a latched door, only peeping through the door hole to look around, not wanting or allowing people to just enter simply. Perhaps, one day the door will open..perhaps. Ciaoz

Heaven Knows?

Haha...taken the title of this entry from the song i'm listening to now. For the 1st time, I'm taking note of the lyrics for this song. In the past, I would just enjoy the tune of the song and prob the only part I can register is the chorus. Haha.

Anw, think I haven been blogging as frequent as the 1st 2 months. Well, guess I have been too occupied with work and didn really the mood to blog ba. The most recent event I had was with my sec sch frens. 4 of us drank and talk cock on thurs nite like nobody business...just like the good old days. Haha.

Well, over the last few months, my perspective about things have changed slightly. In the past, I always looked forward to settling down with my other half. Right now, I will probably like to focus on career and just have fun, enjoy life ba. As for what is in for my future, only heaven knows? Lol.

Just blog..

haha...realised that I haven been blogging for some time. Been very caught up with work recently and even right now am waiting for a phone conference to settle some work stuff for tml event. Hmm..guess only thing to look forward to is my Fri Theme dinner and prob sun chill out session to reward myself for this week hardwork? Haha.

Somehow the silence tonite seems unbearable...nope..I'm not feeling emo..haha. The awkward silence is just flooding me with memories of my last few years..from the day I entered Uni. Time flies and I'm gonna turn 26 this yr. Well, its not that I feel old. Just think that time is passing faster than I previously thought. I am in a pretty shag mode now...think my this entry gonna be very random. Haha.

k la...shall not continue le...just too tired to think and blog. Let my heart enjoy the quiet silence and peace. Nites